{"product_id":"anotherandom-sun-dontt-shine-white","title":"Anotherandom - Sun Dont't Shine -White","description":"\u003ch1 class=\"product-title-block font-heading break-word mt-4 text-heading-feature\" data-product-title=\"\"\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/h1\u003e\n\u003cp dir=\"ltr\"\u003e\u003cspan\u003eI’m always where the sun don’t shine.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eNot because the sun is gone, but because somehow it never reaches me the way it reaches everyone else. I can see it. I know it’s there. But warmth feels like something happening somewhere else, to someone else. Never here. Never fully mine.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp dir=\"ltr\"\u003e\u003cspan\u003eSome days feel like sitting under a sky that never clears. Grey skies, white lies, and a head so full of noise it starts to sound like truth. I keep sinking into places that don’t really exist, but still manage to hold me there. Quiet places. Heavy places. The kind that make you feel absent even while you’re still breathing.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp dir=\"ltr\"\u003e\u003cspan\u003eThere are moments when I feel so far gone that I think I’m already broken enough for nothing else to damage me. Like whatever hurt was supposed to hurt has already done its job. And what stays after that is not even pain anymore, just numbness. A terrifying kind of numbness. The kind that makes everything slow down and spin at the same time. The kind that shakes you from the inside while the outside of\u003cimg\u003e you tries to stay still. I can feel myself gasping for air, trying to catch my breath, while something deep in me trembles like it already knows I’m not okay.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp dir=\"ltr\"\u003e\u003cspan\u003eIt feels ordinary. Familiar. Almost structural. I used to think pain would always arrive like fire, loud and undeniable. But some pain comes quietly. It settles into the walls. It learns the shape of your body. It stays long enough to feel like part of you.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp dir=\"ltr\"\u003e\u003cspan\u003eThat’s the part no one really sees.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eHow numbness can still hurt.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eHow silence can still scream.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eHow your body can sit still while your soul is in complete panic.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp dir=\"ltr\"\u003e\u003cspan\u003eEverything around me starts moving too fast. My thoughts turn into enemies. My head becomes a place I can’t safely stay in, but can’t escape from either. And suddenly I’m trapped in this changing maze, setting my soul ablaze, trying to understand what is happening to me while it’s already happening.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp dir=\"ltr\"\u003e\u003cspan\u003eThis piece comes from that place.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eThe place where the sun exists, but not for you.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eThe place where you keep going, even when you feel like you disappeared a long time ago.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eThe place where being alive can feel more exhausting than being gone.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp dir=\"ltr\"\u003e\u003cspan\u003eAnd maybe that’s the hardest part to explain.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eNot that I was sad.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eNot that I was hurt.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eBut that I was here, and somehow not here at all.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cimg src=\"https:\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0518\/3524\/0616\/files\/AR_Website_SizeChart_01.png?v=1765425899\" alt=\"\"\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Anotheradom","offers":[{"title":"Small","offer_id":48813341311205,"sku":"TS-SDS-WHT-01","price":135.0,"currency_code":"MYR","in_stock":false},{"title":"Medium","offer_id":48813341343973,"sku":"TS-SDS-WHT-02","price":135.0,"currency_code":"MYR","in_stock":false},{"title":"Large","offer_id":48813341376741,"sku":"TS-SDS-WHT-03","price":135.0,"currency_code":"MYR","in_stock":true},{"title":"X-Large","offer_id":48813341409509,"sku":"TS-SDS-WHT-04","price":135.0,"currency_code":"MYR","in_stock":true},{"title":"2X-Large","offer_id":48813341442277,"sku":"TS-SDS-WHT-05","price":135.0,"currency_code":"MYR","in_stock":false}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0518\/3524\/0616\/files\/AR_Website_SKU_B1_SDS_01-01.webp?v=1776418346","url":"https:\/\/anythingjb.com\/ko-kr\/products\/anotherandom-sun-dontt-shine-white","provider":"ANYTHING JB","version":"1.0","type":"link"}