{"title":"Anotherandom - People Are Poison","description":"","products":[{"product_id":"anotherandom-emotionally-unavailable-black","title":"Anotherandom - Emotionally Unavailable - Black","description":"\u003cp dir=\"ltr\"\u003e\u003cspan\u003eWhen the first tear drops, death means nothing to me.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eNot because I am brave, not because I am asking for it, but because in that moment, even fear feels too heavy to carry.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003ePain goes so far sometimes it stops feeling like pain.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eIt just becomes the air around me.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eThe room.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eThe weight.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eThe thing that keeps dragging me back down every time I try to be better than this.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp dir=\"ltr\"\u003e\u003cspan\u003eSomething always wears me out.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eGuilt. Trauma. Fear. Memory. Myself.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eSomething always does.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eAnd gravity always wins.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp dir=\"ltr\"\u003e\u003cspan\u003eI look real because I am real.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eThat is what makes it worse.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eI can laugh, speak, reply, show up, act like I’m still inside my own body, but half the time I feel like I could tear through the ceiling and run until nothing can find me.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eStill, I stay long enough to wear myself down again.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eStill, I fail to become the person I keep asking myself to be.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp dir=\"ltr\"\u003e\u003cspan\u003eThis is my emotionally unavailable.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eNot distant.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eNot heartless.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eJust too tired to keep opening the same wound and calling it connection.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cmeta charset=\"utf-8\"\u003e\n\u003cimg src=\"https:\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0518\/3524\/0616\/files\/AR_Website_SizeChart_01-04.png?v=1776923761\" alt=\"\"\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp dir=\"ltr\"\u003e\u003cmeta charset=\"utf-8\"\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cmeta charset=\"utf-8\"\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Anotheradom","offers":[{"title":"Small","offer_id":48757322055909,"sku":"FT-EU-BLK-01","price":99.0,"currency_code":"MYR","in_stock":true},{"title":"Medium","offer_id":48757322088677,"sku":"FT-EU-BLK-02","price":99.0,"currency_code":"MYR","in_stock":false},{"title":"Large","offer_id":48757322121445,"sku":"FT-EU-BLK-03","price":99.0,"currency_code":"MYR","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0518\/3524\/0616\/files\/AR_Website_SKU_B1_EU_01-01.webp?v=1776417602"},{"product_id":"anotherandom-not-the-horoscope-white","title":"Anotherandom - Not The Horoscope - White","description":"\u003cp dir=\"ltr\"\u003e\u003cspan\u003eI started saying \u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003efuck\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e the way people say \u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eamen\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp dir=\"ltr\"\u003e\u003cspan\u003eIt started as a joke, because that’s how I survive. I used to think people who can make jokes out of their misery have some kind of superpower, until my therapist basically said: careful, because the punchline can swing back harder if you keep doing it. Still. If I can laugh, I can breathe. If I can breathe, I can keep going. Simple human math.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp dir=\"ltr\"\u003e\u003cspan\u003eAnd \u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003efuck\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e isn’t anger. Not really. It’s more like a prayer I don’t believe in, but still use because it works. A tiny ritual I repeat to cut ties. A way to stop romanticising what kept hurting me.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp dir=\"ltr\"\u003e\u003cspan\u003eI’m done waiting for permission. I’m done smiling over a wound just to look easy to be around. Then the petty part slips in, because honesty isn’t always elegant.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp dir=\"ltr\"\u003e\u003cspan\u003eFuck my ex.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eTheir face just pops up in the most stupid, unexpected moments, replaying every scene I’ve been trying not to relive. Like my brain is committed to torture, like it needs to drag me back into it just to make sure I remember whose fault it was. Because I always blame myself for whatever shit happened.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp dir=\"ltr\"\u003e\u003cspan\u003eThat’s the real thing underneath all the noise. I wanted a story that made it feel inevitable. Something bigger than me. Something that wasn’t my fault. Something that could excuse me for staying.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp dir=\"ltr\"\u003e\u003cspan\u003eSo this isn’t a horoscope tee. It’s a mirror. It’s me admitting I don’t need a sign, I need a spine. 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Might be plain, might be pain.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cimg src=\"https:\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0518\/3524\/0616\/files\/AR_Website_SizeChart_SP1_T.png?v=1776922686\" alt=\"\"\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Anotheradom","offers":[{"title":"X-Small","offer_id":48757364949221,"sku":"SP1-BLK-01","price":219.0,"currency_code":"MYR","in_stock":true},{"title":"Small","offer_id":48757364981989,"sku":"SP1-BLK-02","price":219.0,"currency_code":"MYR","in_stock":true},{"title":"Medium","offer_id":48757365014757,"sku":"SP1-BLK-03","price":219.0,"currency_code":"MYR","in_stock":true},{"title":"Large","offer_id":48757365047525,"sku":"SP1-BLK-04","price":219.0,"currency_code":"MYR","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0518\/3524\/0616\/files\/AR_Website_SKU_B1_SP_02B.webp?v=1776921904"},{"product_id":"anotherandom-authentic-chaos-black","title":"Anotherandom - Authentic Chaos - Black","description":"\u003cp dir=\"ltr\"\u003e\u003cspan\u003e’ve been trying to be “okay” for so long that I forgot how many times my body tried to warn me.\u003cbr\u003eThat first flicker of discomfort. The tiny shift in the air. The moment something feels off but I smile anyway, because it’s easier to be agreeable than to be safe.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eIt isn’t being messy for fun. It isn’t romanticizing damage. It’s patience with everything unsolved in my heart. It’s letting the truth be complicated. Letting it take time. Letting it be ugly before it makes sense.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eI’m tired of toxic positivity. Tired of forcing light into places that need honesty. Tired of calling it growth when I’m actually just swallowing myself to keep the peace.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eSo this is what the chaos looks like now, I leave the room the moment it turns unsafe. I speak up even when my voice shakes. I choose myself without asking for permission. Again. Again. Again.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp dir=\"ltr\"\u003e\u003cspan\u003eSometimes it means distance. Sometimes it means silence. Sometimes it means disappearing for a while, not to punish anyone, but to finally breathe. To give myself room. To hear myself again.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp dir=\"ltr\"\u003e\u003cspan\u003eThis is not me falling apart. This is me refusing to be small. This is me coming back to myself, even if it looks like chaos from the outside. 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The tiny shift in the air. The moment something feels off but I smile anyway, because it’s easier to be agreeable than to be safe.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eIt isn’t being messy for fun. It isn’t romanticizing damage. It’s patience with everything unsolved in my heart. It’s letting the truth be complicated. Letting it take time. Letting it be ugly before it makes sense.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eI’m tired of toxic positivity. Tired of forcing light into places that need honesty. Tired of calling it growth when I’m actually just swallowing myself to keep the peace.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eSo this is what the chaos looks like now, I leave the room the moment it turns unsafe. I speak up even when my voice shakes. I choose myself without asking for permission. Again. Again. Again.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp dir=\"ltr\"\u003e\u003cspan\u003eSometimes it means distance. Sometimes it means silence. Sometimes it means disappearing for a while, not to punish anyone, but to finally breathe. To give myself room. To hear myself again.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp dir=\"ltr\"\u003e\u003cspan\u003eThis is not me falling apart. This is me refusing to be small. This is me coming back to myself, even if it looks like chaos from the outside. 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The tiny shift in the air. The moment something feels off but I smile anyway, because it’s easier to be agreeable than to be safe.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eIt isn’t being messy for fun. It isn’t romanticizing damage. It’s patience with everything unsolved in my heart. It’s letting the truth be complicated. Letting it take time. Letting it be ugly before it makes sense.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eI’m tired of toxic positivity. Tired of forcing light into places that need honesty. Tired of calling it growth when I’m actually just swallowing myself to keep the peace.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eSo this is what the chaos looks like now, I leave the room the moment it turns unsafe. 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